My first

You say yes
When I ask you if you love me
You say no
When I ask you if you want to leave me
But when it comes to actually telling me you care
You freeze and say you're not good at it
When I ask you to treat me like your girlfriend
You say you don't know how
But how can you not know how
When you were his girlfriend for months
How can you tell me you don't know how to kiss
When you kissed his lips before you kissed mine
You're my first
My first real relationship
My first kiss
My first love
And probably my first break up
If you don't want to talk to me anymore
Hang up
If you don't want to be my future wife
Don't do anything to change the laws
If you don't love me anymore
Leave me
Just don't pretend anymore
Not knowing how you really feel hurts me
And if you feel the way I think you do
Then you'll be the one who kills me