Yesterday, two of my friends called me. I know that may not sound like much, but I've never talked to them before, and it meant so much to me. I don't even think they realize how much it meant to me that they would do that. For once in my life, I feel like there's someplace out there with people who will accept me and be my friend without judging me. It's actually kind of sad because no matter how hard I try I can't grasp onto that life and those people and bring them toward me. They're stuck hundreds of miles away. I'm just hoping the distance won't make us grow apart, even though reality says that people never stay. I just wanted to thank them for calling me. It made me happy.